Alive is not living

School has started here for most kids and seeing my neighbors start high school is crazy. To me they seem so young and little even though some of them are taller than me. Except, being taller than me is not hard to do. As I look back I remember wondering how I would feel about […]

Written test flunker

I had my written drivers test Wednesday morning and I failed. There are fifty questions and you are allowed to get ten wrong but I got eleven. I even studied a lot which is rare for me to do. Made me so mad and upset. Especially, since the very first time I took the written […]

Cuteness of Oliver

I love this photo of me and Oliver. It is actually a still shot from the video, The J Bieber. Oliver is such a cutie! Dont cry. I know his cuteness can have that ability on people. Hehe. Even though he is a brat at times I love him to bits. He can always put […]

A Jeep Ride

I spent most of today driving my mom around in my jeep. I am her own personal taxi driver. Taking her where she needs to go and for free. Well, I get a place to live and a car to drive in return. Plus, I enjoy driving her. Anything to get in my jeep and […]

Happy 4th!

Happy fourth of July or Independence day. Whichever one you like to call it. There may be a few things I dislike about this country but that does not mean I do not love it. There is so much to love about the USA. I think its stunning what this country has and does. Look […]

The blonde is back!

Its been a long time since I had blonde streaks in my hair. They grew out and just was lazy to put them back in. But since graduation is Wednesday (yes Wednesday!!!), I decided to have my mom put some back in. They came out pretty nicely. I would look good with all blonde hair […]

We All Have Our Scars

I got inspired to do this post from a great song called Scars by Allison Iraheta. The song is about how she tries to be what the guy wants but she has faults like everyone else. He keeps trying to make her perfect or find someone who is perfect. This is one of the things […]

Secrets of the Mind

I have always been interested in documentaries. Especially, ones to do with psychology and mental illnesses. Maybe its because I have my own various mental problems that I deal with everyday, which means I can connect with the documentaries. For whatever reason understanding mental illnesses is an interest of mine. So, when my mother told […]

Be You And Only You

Have you ever forgotten who you really are? The person that is inside and not out? Sometimes (even a lot of the time) we are someone who we are not. At least at my age it seems to be a big deal about who you are and if you will be accepted. If you are […]