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The Graduation Ceremony

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Graduation 2010

Schools out for summer. Schools out forever! Thats right, I graduated yesterday and I am so proud of myself. Before graduation I tried to make the day go very slow because I was scared and had every thought of negativity about myself go through my mind. But I stayed strong and did not runaway. Everything went well and I had a blast!

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Senior year coming to a close

I cant believe tomorrow is my final day in high school. The last day I will walk through that school as a student. I remember at the beginning of the year I thought the end would never come. Now, its just a few hours away and I just have memories flashing by me. Time doesnt slow down but I just wish it could for the last day. I am excited to graduate and be done but I am sad and scared at the same time.

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Senioritis Is On The Rise

As the last quarter of the school year begins the seniors are starting to get antsy. The time seniors start to procrastinate more and less motivated. Funny thing is I was more like that last quarter. This quarter I want to do well because it is the very last chance that I can. Plus, all of my big tests are soon. In my technical school that I go to in the afternoon, I have my small animal care test on Monday. It is going to be a hundred multiple choice questions and I am studying for it (amazing). Woot! To me that is the most important test to pass since its my passion and love.

The days feel longer and longer but graduation is just around the corner. In my main school that I go to in the morning, all the seniors got their height measured for graduation. I wonder how many guys are close to my height in my grade. I know there are a lot of tall guys but there are also a few shorties. Hehe. Interesting thing is I am not the shortest one in my grade! Anyways, I am going to relax and then get some sleep in a little since school is still in session. I hope everyone is having a nice week and look! The week is almost over already. Peace.

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White of Graduation

Oh my goodness. Its April and I graduate in June! Its so close. Did I just say close? All year I have been saying its so far away but if I think about it, it will be here sooner than I think. So, in my school the girls wear white dresses and the men wear suits for graduation. My white dress that my mom ordered came in the mail the other day. I tried it on and my mom said I looked beautiful. That really opened up my eyes about that I will be done with school in a few months.  I am excited and scared. Happy and sad. Ready and not ready. I am filled with mixed emotions about graduating.

Dont get me wrong. I want out but its gonna be a big change. Change has always scared me. Its interesting to watch my friends talk about how excited they are to graduate but then see the fear in them that they try to hide. You know. Since, its high school and you need to act cool and hide the emotions that seems like weakness. In my opinion, admitting that you are scared and unsure is healthier and will make the process easier.

My big concern is what the hell am I going to do after? Who will I be? Where do I go? I have already been searching for my life and purpose for years now. Maybe having no school will help me create the life I want or maybe I will feel like I really have no life. I do not know but I do know I have my mom and dogs to help guide me. I am so thankful for that.

So, I am going to get some sleep because I still have to attend school until I graduate. Hehe. Maybe, I will have a dream of walking in my white dress and seeing my mom in tears. Dont worry, I will make sure to get pictures of me on graduation. Me? In a dress?! Its a rare site. Something that happens only once every few years. Until then you can all wonder what I look like in a dress. Its a mystery. Hehe. Night night.

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College Not Needed

Walking into my school you enter a community of teenagers that all push to go to the best colleges out there. To impress and fit in. To discover who they are or to make their parents proud. It seems like when you are a senior, college is all you talk about. None stop. Personally, I hate the subject.

Do I plan on going to college? No, I dont. I know you all have something to say about that. Maybe how I should go. I might like it. Bla bla bla. I appreciate all your opinions and enjoy reading them but college is not my place. Why? I know what I want to do in life. Many teenagers my age dont but I have my passions. Plus, college would just be torturous for me. I want to get out in the world and experience it. That is how I will accomplish my dreams.

I would rather just get a job when I graduate. Pet sitting or something with dogs. Plus, I can always take a class to learn more about photography or dog training. I have always preferred working instead of school anyways. Its a known fact that a lot of kids just go to college to grow up. I can grow up in a job just as well. Also, a lot of teenagers are pressured into it by friends and family. I know how it is. Really, the only reason I was leaning towards college was because right now that is what makes you “cool” at this age. Saying your not going to college can make you feel like people do not think you are smart or will get far in life. Thats wrong though. I can get just as far or even farther as long as I push myself.

College is not for me. It is not my cup of tea. I visited a few of them and they just did not click. It is okay though. I have my mom’s support and her guidance. She is a mother who will help me if I dont go or if I do. My mom just wants me to be happy and succeed the best I can. So, right now there is no college in my plans. I prefer not to right now. It makes me stress if I feel like it is something I must do. I will show you that I can succeed with out it.