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Alive is not living

September 8, 2010 – 11:51 am

School has started here for most kids and seeing my neighbors start high school is crazy. To me they seem so young and little even though some of them are taller than me. Except, being taller than me is not hard to do. As I look back I remember wondering how I would feel about not going back to school when it started. Well, I am not sad about it but I am feeling exactly as I knew I would feel. The feeling of, what the f*** am I going to do with my life now?

Who am I? Dont worry I know my name but I never really knew who I am. As I look in the mirror I never liked what I saw. Okay, that’s the worse example ever because I never liked my looks. Yeah thats right, if I was rich I would go get surgery to become the perfect puppet of our culture. Anyways, I could do it like in the movies and just drive or go away until I find myself but their is no guarantee that will work. Maybe I could do a math problem to figure it out but who am I kidding? I hate math so that wouldnt work. There has to be more to me besides my name.

Do I have a purpose? With all the chances I have been given in this world there must be one. I use to think everyone had a purpose but I am not sure. There are so many people without one in this world. People who wander around like zombies. I guess they havent found one yet or they have given up on looking. I will find my purpose or purposes somehow someway. Its really about making your purpose.

Where do I start? Starting is the biggest challenge. Its hard to know where exactly to start but is there really a wrong place to start? Starting anywhere seems better than starting nowhere. Exploring is always an idea. Finding where I belong. Where I will shine. Where my heart is.

Can I do this? Wouldnt it be great if I could say yes with confidence but all I can say is I think so. I will definitely try. I am unstoppable once I can do something.

Am I ready? I am ready to live but not ready for life.

So, it may take me longer than a lot to get my grips on life but I will slowly get there. I got the car which will help me get out there and explore. Just gotta build my motivation, self esteem and confidence. Have to find out whats out there for a unique gal like me. I have to create myself. Once I am created, world watch out!

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You Got Character

November 13, 2009 – 12:48 am

Crazy Expressions

Its not everyday you meet a person like me. You cant walk into a store and buy a replica of me. I am one of a kind. A gal with an outgoing personality who will surprise you everyday with character like no other.I can be very upbeat and then I can be really serious. Depending on the time and day. So, do not be shy to be your own individual person. Question for you all. What is your best character trait? Ha, this video has some character. LOL

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Anyways, I am excited that its almost Friday. Yay! Everyone stand up and dance around. Its almost Fridayyy. I am excited. Icky thing is, its suppose to be bad weather tomorrow. Ugh. Well, I will survive it. I hope everyone had a nice Thursday and are looking forward for to Friday. Hope to hear from you all soon. Stay warm and dry. Peace.

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Never Give Up

August 30, 2009 – 8:37 pm

Bicycle_ReflectionI got some good advice to share with you all. I am a gal who is familiar with giving up in the past and wants to inspire you all not to and help you if you need it. I will tell you something I learned from giving up. Want to know what I learned? Well, I learned it got me no where in life. You give up and it will hurt you and can hurt others around you. Life is short. Lets all go forward and succeed. Giving up is never the answer I have learned through my life so far.

Why have I given up in the past? Well, one reason is I thought i could never succeed. Why try and fail right? Well, so you know at least you put effort in it and did the best you can. That is what matters. Another reason I have given up in life is because sometimes for myself I am not doing a good enough job. I sometimes beat myself up to try to be as perfect as I can be and that leads to failure. No one is perfect in life. You just got to accept who you are and know you did the best you could. Do not ever ever ever tell yourself your not good enough. It will surely mess with you and make you unstable in life. One other reason is sometimes it seems easier to just give up. Ah, yes that is what a lot of us can relate with. Just throw everything under the bus right? Eh, seems simple. The thing is it will come back and bite you in the butt. It will sneak up on you and you will panic or regret not going forward with whatever it was you given up on. I admit I have done that lots of times and I still do. I try to think before giving up though now. I try to go forward and give it my all instead of just not trying at all.

So, never give up. That is my inspiring advice I have for the day. One last thing is knowing you have people who care and will help you through any tough situations is important. You are not alone out there. We all go through our giving up stage. We just got to stick with the ones who will lift us up and tell us we can do it. Being around positive people is important. Do not talk or be around people who just put you down. Stay strong. Its your life. You can do it! You can succeed!

Anyways, like the photo? I think its pretty cool. A bicycle and its reflection. It is not my bicycle. It is my friends. Some of you might have not known this about me but I am a bicycler. Not one of those pro bicyclers but I do love riding my bicycle. Just great exercise and lots of fun to go on a path for miles and miles. Let me know what you think of the photo. I am going to relax and listen to some music. I will talk to you all soon. Stay happy and positive. Peace.

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Photobooth Fun

August 23, 2009 – 10:25 pm

Photo 19

Howdy y’all, its been a cloudy rainy day here but that did not ruin it. Hmm, what did I do today? Goofed around on my new imac. Yup yup yup. So cool. Blasting music from its great speakers. Wow. So amazing. I am in love with my imac.

Anyways, the vet called today and he said Callie’s little poopy showed that she had ringworm. Well, you know he did not use poopy but thats okay. So, my mom stopped by the vets office and picked up some medicine. Callie is doing well overall and this ringworm will be gone sooner than we know it.

Moving on, this whole weekend has been my birthday celebration. Guess what my mom got me today. My favorite kind of cake. Carvel ice cream cake. Oh my god! That is my favorite. The best. Just so yummy. Melts in your mouth. I got to stop talking about it or I may just end up going down stairs to get another piece. Mmm!

Alright, since a few people have wanted me to do a post of photos of me taken with the photobooth application….I did. It was fun. You know I do love taking self portraits. Different looks is always fun and have good laughs later on. The photo above is one I took with photobooth. I thought it was a good one. Here are the rest.

Watcha think of all the pics? Have a favorite? Let me know. I sure had a good time doing this. Especially, in this crappy hot weather in New Jersey. Well, I am going to do some surfing of the net. Maybe work on some videos. I do plan on making a first video with my built in camera for youtube so that will probably be up later tonight or tomorrow. Also, need to edit some videos. Also, I will be playing some good music. Rock, pop, country and anything else that I feel like listening to. I will talk to you all soon. Stay happy and safe. Peace.

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Fun Fun Saturday

August 8, 2009 – 10:57 pm

Pee_Ka_Boo_I_Can_See_YouHello world and every creature on it. How are you all doing today? My day was great. It was fun. My mom and I went on a little road trip today to Lambertville, New Jersey and New Hope, Pennsylvania. When we first got to Lambertville we went to their usual flea market which is always cool because I love seeing all sorts of stuff that I could buy. I did not buy anything this time but my mom bought an Italian pitcher. After that we went to the town of Lambertville and walked around there and ate Brunch. Then we walked over the bridge to New Hope and walked around more which is a lovely town. Been there a few times and just nice stores. We then headed to an art gallery that my mom’s friend was in. As we were walking there we stopped to watch at least a hundred motorcycles ride past us. It was awesome. This motorcycle chick loved that. Saw lots of motorcycles but Harley’s are my favorite. Harley gal forever. So after all that walking around our feet were so tired when we got back to the car but it was lots of fun. Saw lots of interesting people and cute dogs. I wish I had my camera to capture some of the lovely architecture and colors of the two towns. It is okay at least I had a nice mother daughter day.

The photo I decided to use for today is a self portrait of me. I took this photo awhile ago but I think its a pretty nice one. It was on a day I felt like trying different creative ways to make a self portrait more interesting. I used the front door to divide the photo and make it more unique. This photo came out pretty good in my opinion. What do you think of it?

Well, I do hope you all had a nice Saturday also. I am now going to rest my tired feet. So, I will listen to music, surf the big open web and talk to some peeps. Stay happy and healthy. Peace.

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